since 16 yo, i never ask anyone else to understand me. i never ask them to please me with their opinions or point of view. never.
if they give me arguments, i would consider it as an open discussion.
and if it ends-up with difference, i never ask them to agree with whatever ideas i have.
i just want them to understand this one thing. that my happiness is nowhere but my heart. that happiness depends on me. people cant force my happiness.
so, please. let me decide what's best for me. stop telling me what to do. let me mess-up my own life.
Because no one else cares what matters for me. no one else understands how it is to be me. surely, they have no idea what happiness would be like, for me.
so, only this one thing. and just a reminder, im 32.
jakarta, Sept 5
